I often ponder the human condition, and the percentage of perverts who look for vulnerability vs the percentage of perverts who want a performance of personality.
I know myself to not appeal to the later. I wonder if the average kinkster is looking to disconnect from reality fully. I think I am far too aware of it to play at apathy or ignorance.
I also build a better pocket of heavenly bliss when I have a foundation of trust with my sub on our mutual understanding of reality. To be frank: the world is bad right now. Terrible things are happening. If you can’t say that and feel the weight of it on your heart, I don’t know if you can feel the full depth of the euphoria I offer. There is something in such a vulnerability that saturates you.
I think the regular person is looking to distract from the pain, not lean into the humanity it offers you.
I hope those who want to feel deeply and discover what that offers can find me. 🙂
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