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Both a nightmare and a dream.
To my anxiety babies out there, oh loves do I see you. Since my youth I had bit my nails as a habit, along with an assortment of other destructive little tendencies that harmed me. My nails had never gotten very long and I had kicked all my other behaviors I decided didn’t serve me. It was time for a change.

Yay nails! But!

Jesus fucking Christ this change is a pain. Although I no longer scratch my coochie too hard and give my clit a fright, typing without error continues to elude me. I haven’t added the most recent reviews I’ve gotten yet and it’s been months since I have written a blog update. FOR SHAME!

Anyways I’m working on it. We’re developing new typing postures. We’re practicing with enunciation for voice-to-text so he doesn’t botch the whole damn piece of writing. We’re considering enlisting some of you favored subbies as scribes.

Not going to lie I am enticed by the opportunity to creatively occupy you with precarious torture contraptions while you endeavor to faithfully transcribe my words to the World Wide Web.

Ok cramp, done for now.

xoxo

Pepper

A big thank you to My IT bestie who tore out the malfunctioning bits and replaced them with working bits.

Also thank you to all the darling individuals who reached out to Me about the issues they were experiencing. You horny helpers impressed Me greatly and I am so excited to meet you all in the flesh.

I often ponder the human condition, and the percentage of perverts who look for vulnerability vs the percentage of perverts who want a performance of personality. 

I know myself to not appeal to the later. I wonder if the average kinkster is looking to disconnect from reality fully. I think I am far too aware of it to play at apathy or ignorance. 

I also build a better pocket of heavenly bliss when I have a foundation of trust with my sub on our mutual understanding of reality. To be frank: the world is bad right now. Terrible things are happening. If you can’t say that and feel the weight of it on your heart, I don’t know if you can feel the full depth of the euphoria I offer. There is something in such a vulnerability that saturates you. 

I think the regular person is looking to distract from the pain, not lean into the humanity it offers you. 

I hope those who want to feel deeply and discover what that offers can find me. 🙂 

I am so thankful for all the positive feedback on this site hellooooo?!? You spoil me with praise.

Good. Keep it up.

Ok so photos aren’t back yet thus I’m dropping two more lofi pics.

You are welcome.

took some super cute pics but my photographer is still working on tweaking them, Lucky for you, I have a couple teasers from my phone testing photos.

Sometimes there are clients that are just so reliable and consistent the relationship grows to something much bigger than BDSM.
I have been blessed to have a few experiences like this, and I hope to have more now that I can be more prolific with my work.
I am talking about my BDSM Besties: Clients who have become so familiar to me that they aren’t just clients, they are community.
Let me be candid: in this line of work, people can be awful. I would argue that it has to do with the decline of community. I don’t think many people know how to treat other people anymore. It may have something to do with the pandemic, it may have something to do with a lack of 3rd spaces. I know it has something to do with white supremacy culture, and the rampant individualism that plagues this country. But regardless of the cause the result is clear: people are rude, entitled, and flakey.
There are days that I have felt like a battered ship in the storm having to vet inquiries for my services. There are times when I have felt that I did not want to do this work anymore.
But every single instance of fatigue I have felt has been met by my BDSM Besties with compassion.
My BDSM Besties are the reason I love what I do, because they make me believe in people again. I believe there are more loving, kind individuals out there who just want to get nasty in a judgment free place.
Call me Ash Ketcham because I’m out to catch ‘em all.

FINALLY! I know so many of you have been edging- I mean on the edge of your seats for this site to be finished. Thank you all for your continued patience with my recent health issues interrupting the development. And ofc THANK YOU BOOBOO for helping me make this whole thing happen. Everybody thank Booboo in the comments for his hard work.

If you’re new here, I have been an underground Domina for a number of years now due to some bat shit people and their crazy and unsafe choices which include but are not limited to stalking me and repeatedly threatening my life. YIKES! get a hobby amirite?

But lo, thanks to a talented lawyer and a generous sexy bestie, I am free from harassment and now able to build up my notoriety! (And you can bet your ass I will be doing just that.)

So what’s next for Pep? Booking Booking Booking! Get your ass in my calendar NOW and maybe you can be one of my lucky co-stars. That’s right, I am working on creating a library of content to be released. I am still deciding which platform would be the best to use, so if you have input you know I want it. Remember Pepper does NOT trust the government. (And neither should you!)

Anyhoo~ This has been a long time coming, and I am thankful for all the subby wubbies that have been checking in on me and rooting for my successful return. I am here to stay.